Snippets

1. I really did like you. I didn't set out to hurt you or make you "fall" with no intention of catching you. In fact, I presumed it was going to be me playing the falling role. I also expected you to be the catcher (or the more likely non-catcher). But this time... we met halfway. You liked me, and I liked you. When you first expressed your feelings, I felt giddy. You were running through my mind all the time; you made me crave your presence. Like a bullet though, you moved at top speed - it really was too much, too soon. And you saying "You're mine", didn't really help your case.

So maybe I liked you, and still do probably, but not enough to allow myself to be in a commitment with you.

2. Pre-snippet note: This is a different "you" from number one.
Whenever we'd pass by each other in the hallways, or sit across each other in the living room of our dorm, or eat in the same cafeteria, we would rarely acknowledge each other's presence. That's probably why I was unquestionably surprised when you sent me a message on Facebook. You never told me what that "Lesh!" was for, and I never thought to ask for an elaboration.

I expected that exchange to be very short-lived. But somehow the conversation kept going on. And on. And on.  Now it seems that my days are rendered incomplete whenever you would fail to virtually communicate with me.

But I shouldn't overthink things. This is just a crush after all.

3. It's nice knowing that even after awhile of not seeing each other, my best friends and I can just pick up right where we left off. Although life is admittedly much harder when they're an outrageously expensive plane ride away from me most of the time.

My pretties, Ennah Faye and Maria Isabel. Mehehe.

No one brings out the crazy in me like these two. And the other Karat best friends, of course.