Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Ew, feelings, ew.

I really didn't deserve all the shit you put me through. You were a lesson. I may not know exactly what life wanted me to learn from the bliss and the pain that I experienced with you, but perhaps someday I will understand why and exactly what role you had to play in my life. But there is nothing else I could and should say except thank you; some of the moments where I have been the happiest was with you, albeit some of the saddest I've been was also because of you.

I am still broken, despite my desperate attempts to be okay. But it will take time to heal, of course, and sooner or later, I will be able to say that I am fine and actually mean it.

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